That doesn't get better unless you humble yourself, either -- admit you might be wrong. You would think surrounded by kids and being off every day would not be lonely but never having anyone to share your kids achievements with in person is hard. If everything she is taught is correct and the Mormon church is "true" she should be able to research any anti-Mormon books or movies and prove their criticisms are lies. And frankly, you feel like such a loser.
I feel very sad sometimes but I try to stay strong. You might need to trade missionary lessons for research on her part, and we can suggest less scary resources. They therefore have a high standard to work toward. Notify me of new comments via email.
I always felt guilty for feeling bored, depressed or anxious about spending so much time apart from him, but thanks all, for making me realize that I am not alone. They value femininity, motherhood, and masculinity in men. Only the racist comments about why it was enacted have been disavowed. You will desire to have that eternal marriage, to have that support in taking kids to church, to be able to talk docterine with a like-minded individual. Yes have moved away from family at 7 months pregnant to knowing no-one and starting from scratch and having no support network especially from husband who couldn't wait to get away and had the cheek to say he dreaded coming home some nights, poor him, I dreaded being home most days. So, one would one think, "yay, she works, has a life and friends and has avoided the ongoing loneliness and "empty nest syndrome".
I am also certain that there are callings and opportunities that I would have had, were I married to a faithful LDS woman, that I have missed. My husband did his best to do the same though a medical career makes it a challenge. Many Mormons stick to a small group of friends within the church.